Jump Then Fall

Sparks Fly

Today was a fairytale

Yesterday, a friend of mine, someone I used to be very close with, confronted me saying that he wanted to say sorry for the things he said and thought about me back in those times when everything between our friendship fell apart. He said he blamed me for ruining our little circle, and in fact for messing up our entire block. I wasn't really shocked by this revelation, though I pretended to be. And to be honest, I acted like I didn't know what he was saying but on the inside, I felt the same. It's just that the fact that it's been thrown so brutally honest in front of my face caught me off guard. Then he asked me to come back to them. I just don't understand how they can't understand what it's been like for me. It's not fun when you have no one else to serve retribution with or even just to share that burden. Did they even understand that they turned their backs on me too, even before I turned mine on them? Nobody likes the feeling of being blamed for everything (even if I secretly blame myself for it, too).